I hate this layout, puke green. Why would they have this color on here? I shouldnt complain because I probably wont change it.



I hate pills, all they do is make me feel lethargic. I also got this tea with some junk in it. Damn thing made me even more awake.

The other night I thought "I could start writing a story in case my english teacher asks for one." So I wrote about an insomniac and what he does at night, somehow it mirrored my night. I wrote for about 2 hours and fell asleep! It makes a bad story but it would make a good short movie.

didnt think it would be like that

I tried reading a new book I got today, Swann's Way (i hope thats what its called). I only got a couple of pages in and then I had to put it down. Turns out the main character has insomnia.

I thought reading something would help me sleep. That wont help when Im comparing my night with his. I just hope reading more will help me sleep.




Its now 3:01 am

so early?

I cant believe that 4:19 am came so fast.

Last two nights were very good to me

but tonight I think I know why I have insomnia

????

So now im left to wounder whats going to happen if things start back up again. Am I going to take it out of control again? Am I going to get into trouble? Will people hate me?

I just know that It will bring me closer to some of my friends.

4:00-8:00 am

its really just been like this for a couple of weeks

isnt that new?

Well the one and only reason why I havnt been posting here is because ive been getting a goon amount of sleep for the past whatever days its been. Im going to leave this one up just to remind me of what ive got past


(no im not taking any sort of pill just yet)